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Ever feel alone? 2006-01-26 8:15 p.m. ... so lonely you can barely function? Its weird when you live in a house with your parents and feel so completely alone. I accidentally slept away the rest of a beautiful day. However, the part I did experience I was too tired and run down to fully enjoy. I didn't even go to Glee Club. I should've gone. It's also weird when you realize that everyone in your life is too busy for you. Everyone has bigger, more important things to do than to try to make you feel better. I don't even know why I'm feeling this way. Maybe its just this house... I'm not even drunk. I haven't even had a cigarette today. I don't know what's going on at work, but I'm pretty sure that one of my bosses just doesn't like me anymore and is doing everything in her power to make me miserable. However, I try not to argue with my bosses, so I don't say anything to her about my hours being cut in half this semester. I'm getting less than $140 bucks for the last 2 weeks. Atleast 60 of that goes to gas, which gives me less than 40 bucks a week to live on. What do you do? No one to talk to. Its 8:15 and my parents are already in bed. I just don't know what to do anymore...
"That's life. If nothing else, its life. It's real, and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have. " ___ |