... just get the hell out of there.

Yeah, ever notice that life just piles up on you sometimes? It's like it's falling from the sky. And there's not a damn thing you can do about it.

I think I've finally come to terms with the Scot situation. You just have to be true to yourself, and this is one time I'm going to do just that. I'm in the middle of sowing my wild oats, and there's still so much more for me to do... but I think I want something with a little more substance.

Not to say that wild, no-strings-attached lust is bad (actually its quite good)... its just that I've done that already. Now its time to get what I want.

I want someone I really like. I want to be happy.

I deserve that.