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Sometimes I need more
... than you can give me. and that's my problem. not yours. Cuz everything looks perfect from far away 2006-10-01 9:31 p.m. ... come down now. Its not always good to be right all the time. Don't get me wrong, its refreshing to know that chances are, you've got a solution to the problem at hand. Its just that sometimes, I wish I was wrong. I realize that I have a bad time distinguishing my romantic feelings. Furthermore, I have the power to ruin every relationship I've ever had. I always tell myself that I'm not gonna let it happen this time. This time, its FULL PROOF! But alas... I always seem to. And it's because I always fall. Even when my conscious mind knows that I'm creating these feelings. I truely don't feel this way about this person. Yet... I continue to beg for their attention. In the end... everything looks perfect from far away. I'm so far away from it that it looks so perfect and I begin to believe that it is. But its not. It's nothing.
"That's life. If nothing else, its life. It's real, and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have. " ___ |