... these are the things life is made of.

After my bad bad day on Wednesday, my best gal came over and cheered me the fuck up yesterday. Seriously, she's so awesome. She came over at like 1 in the afternoon, we went and got food, and brought it back to the house and proceeded to drink wine in the middle of the day.

Not that it's the earliest I've ever consumed alcohol, but pretty early nonetheless. So we sat on my futon listening to the ipod and looking out my window while we discussed the wonders of life. Cuz it really is amazing how things work out sometimes.

She really is amazing. I love that when we're together we end up laughing our asses off the whole time. Seriously, I don't know that we've ever had a "bad time" together. Its like no matter what we're doing, we're gonna have a blast cuz we're both so stupid that we just laugh about anything and everything. We never argue. We hardly even really disagree about anything... except on whether or not "sandwiches can be one's favorite food." (I say it cannot unless you are Joey from Friends, cuz that's fucking hilarious. But yes, sanwiches are a genre, not a favorite food. But I digress...)

But she's so sweet to come cheer me up. Even if she was making fun of me for the way I was reading the sign to myself at Sonic.

Sidenote: Don't you hate it when you're reading something that has little symbols on it like they are supposed to mean something, but there is no legend telling you what they mean? Am I alone here? IT'S ANNOYING AS HELL! WHAT THE FUCK DO THE LITTLE GREEN TRIANGLES MEAN?! DAH!

But I realized today that I, in fact, totally missed an important day. I can't help but think that maybe it's a step in the right direction. But after all this time has passed I didn't notice that Wednesday had been 4 years since Steve's dad killed himself.

Even now, I think back on that event and I just can't wrap my head around it. Nothing was ever the same after that.

I really should've handled it better for him...

But no use being sad over something I can't change now.

So now, we're all talking about going out on Tuesday before Thanksgiving. It should be fun but it will be weird. Luckily, Jenny's offered to drive so that I can get totally trashed. And who knows, maybe even some cool reandom guy will show up and buy me a drink... though doubtful.

I'm just really afraid I'm gonna end up sitting somewhere alone while everyone else is consumed by their significant others... luckily I'll be consuming alcohol...

However, if anyone desires to buy me a drink I'll be at Tasty World on Tuesday starting around 7 or so... I like vodka and sprite.

Hope to see ya'll there!