... never have those words rang more true.

So as we've entered the New Year, one cannot help but reflect on the year prior. What went right? What went wrong? Does it matter?

And more so, I think back on the past few days, few weeks, few months, and my, what a change is here. But change isn't always bad. Sometimes you just need a change. And once that change has occured, a snow ball effect, and next thing you know you're sleeping in strange places with strange people... sometimes on more than one occasion.

And sometimes the changes bring out the truth. At somepoint the secret is out, the jig is up, the cat is out of the proverbial bag. At somepoint you have to finally make the announcement, "Yes, yes I went and had dirty nasty sex with this strange boy I barely know. And now, you know." But if you're lucky, everyone just shrugs their shoulders and goes about their day. And at times like that when you realize just how old you are.

But when I look back on 2006, and think about how much it sucked... I can't help but also think about the last few months and just how fucking amazing it all has been. And I owe it all to the one and only Ms. Jessie Donker. How do I love her? Let me count the ways...

Seriously though, she claims that I've made her do all these things. She claims that I've got all these balls. Little does she know that all the amazingness that has been the last few months has all been made possible by her. Without her... I seriously don't know what I'd do.

So, I guess all I can say about 2006 is that it sucked, but being 21 has fucking rocked. And yes, sinning has most DEFINITELY taken place...

But hey, I was going to hell anyway...

So to all my friends (old, new, and in between): I don't know if I can ever express how much I love all of you. You guys have been the most amazing friends a girl could ask for and I can only hope that I can one day bring you all as much joy and ya'll have given me.

So here's to making 2007 even more debaucherous... Come on, ya'll, I KNOW we can do it!!

Peace and Love.